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Helplessness
You know that feeling when everyone leaves you behind? Like, you have nothing an no one but you're too full of nothingness and depression to really care? It's lonely but you're desensitized to loneliness so you can't qui...
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First Seen: 05/05/2024
Last Indexed: 10/24/2024
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You know that feeling when everyone leaves you behind? Like, you have nothing an no one but you're too full of nothingness and depression to really care? It's lonely but you're desensitized to loneliness so you can't quite register the pit in your stomach as anything? God, it feels so pathetic. I have good grades and a decent enough job. I should be happy. Nobody has an obligation to help me; to show me where I should go. I am too trusting and reliant off of others. Sometimes throwing yourself to the wolves is the best thing to do. We all have to grow up eventually. I need to stop trusting people. I mean, how many times do I need to be left behind and forgotten before I throw myself off a cliff? For legal reasons I'm joking. Life is hard. Yeah, pretty controversial take. Seriously though what am I doing wrong? It's like nobody can be bothered with my existence and every time I need help with something, nobody comes. Even if it's urgent. Passed out a few weeks ago and got a cut right above my eye that was bleeding pretty bad. If you've ever passed out you know how weird you feel and disoriented you get right after. My dad said he was trading stocks or some shit so I had to do very poor first aid. Had to get glasses too because that eye is blurry now. I'm probably being selfish and entitled. I need to work on that, so I do apologize. Oh well, I'll see you again in a week or so. Been busy with nothing in particular. Take care of yourself and those around you. View Comments