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Hey mates. I used to have somewhat of a well-defined blog here. I would rather keep it's contents unknown. I was 15 and certain people weren't deserving of trust I gave. Not like I was a good or decent person myself. I'm 16 now; still dumb as rocks. Life keeps pushing and pulling me each and every way. Suppose I always run back to some forlorn corner of the world in my bouts of confusion. I am much more put together than the last time I wrote here. Smudged mascara and memories of hands touching me in evil, painful ways. I have seen no such ways to describe my history here without such miserably cryptic parlance. Do pardon me, the veil of obscurity protects the cracks that remain. Somehow I survived that ordeal. And the others to come. Got a full-time job (37 hours a week), joined a gym, started studying cybersecurity, robotics, and coding in my free time. (C++ is so hard) I was wayward and uncontrollable in the past. Really fell in with the wrong people. Not like I did drugs, reefer, drank, or was a scantily dressed and promiscuous woman. Never have I engaged in such activity. Just nasty folks attracted to my nasty flashes of anger. Thought it was my gift of havoc. These days I am at a crossroads. As if I exist in the past and present. I feel as if I should have moved on by now from everything that has given me pain and trouble. I guess I come here for some form of closure. Nothing like yelling into the abyss, right? Hopefully so. Thanks for reading this. Have a good one, folks. Take care of yourself and help those who need help. View Comments